distraction and overwhelm
I deleted something that I went back to being distracted by, because ive been feeling not the best and when I feel not the best I seek filler.
At the same time,I feel best when I fill up my time with things like drawing and doing, but somehow its hard to reach for those things. Some kind of mental block, I'm sure.
I feel overall better about the projects I want to complete, and yet the overwhelming feeling of distraction starts setting in. Brain fried until it's painful to do anything.
I dont use social media sites, its just other random things -- reading things I dont care about. Doing anything but something.
I think I've just been really tired, aimless and feeling malaise on most fronts. Everything productive feels a bit too tiring, but not when I'm doing it.
Despite the methods and techniques for dealing with that, I just kind of... Don't do them. Even when they work. Even with success.
Truly frustrating. Any frustrating thing however, is up to me to solve. All I can do is just do it. Nothing to do but that.